Thanks for the visit... I love the roses... they are so pretty!
Good morning all
I hope everyone is happy and well!
I know it has been a while since I have written here. Its seems everything
stops when my schedule changes and it takes me weeks to fit everything in. So
then I have to choose what gets done and I guess this blog wasn't part of the
daily bit for me.. but I do miss it and so here I am working it back into my
daily schedule.
So what has changed in my daily routine? Well I have been selling a lot of my rose beads.. so much that I have been making them from the time I get up.. filling the orders.. invoices ... and then shipping... then back to making more beads.. I am not complaining .. cause it is an answer to my prayers to be selling items and making some money.
Another change is that Charlie and I decided the time was right after 5 years
to get married
We shall be wed on June 21st. In a small ceremony next to the
lake with just our mothers and the local JP.
woohoo!
Another change is Charlie's Bi-polar ... A year ago he was in the hospital .. this year as June approached he started to have a manic episode. What was different this year and for the first time is nothing less then a miracle! He realized what was happening and tried everything to stop the cycle and not end up in a psychotic episode. He made the appointments and the phone calls for help. He knew he was in trouble and he knew it was time to talk things out and understand why this was happening to him. And for the first time he realizes that I am not the enemy but the love of his life standing tall next to him.
I am so very proud of him. it wasn't easy to admit that he is bi-polar and that his brain makes chemicals that can change his personality and thought patterns. That he can scare others and make them afraid ... that depression can take over and he can become dangerous to himself. That his reslessness can trigger a lust to start drinking again and he needs to be in a meeting. Yes he has grown a lot over this year.
Well I had better get back to work and start filling these orders
Have a magickal day everyone!
Jewelles...so wonderful to have you back. Wow, getting married ;) I'm so happy for you both, thats so cool. Smaller is better ( Wedding wise...lol ) I've done it both ways and I really hated being on display the first time. Thanks so much for your kind words... I'm a mess every second day it seems but it always passes and I get back on top...all is well. I swear I'll figure this life out one day...:P. It's great that your selling enough jewellrey to keep you busy, I'll start one of these days, I did enjoy making it even though it was for very little money and for someone elses benefit. Takes alot of cash to set up, I did have a heap of everything in Australia but my ex threw it all out...grrrr! Anyways, catch up soon and thanks again for being a friend.:)
Me again..lol, lastnight I went and visited your Ebay store and I just wanted to say that your work is amazing, I'm glad your doing so well! Have a great day.
congrats on your wedding! As a fellow-bipolar, a symp. with your struggles. nami.org is an excellent ref. on the net...